I feel like I never knew you
I told you everything
You helped me through a lot
But I never knew You.
The past few days I feel like I’ve been torn apart and stepped on. lied to. forgotten. burned. buried. and now I’m just rotting away…
It’s waking up that hurts the most.

And it hurts even more when you think things have changed, you go back to that person and you see that everything’s the same
I’d rather live a life with no attachments.., but that’s not possible

Maybe I just need to live a life without you. No dreams. No pain.

Yes

Happy Easter c:

I feel like someone told me this once

Dear Mister-I’m-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Text-My-Friends,
this’ll be the last thing I ever write about your ass
It’s been six weeks and still no word - I don’t deserve it?
I know you got my last two texts;
I wrote your number down perfect
So this is my letter I’m sending you, I hope you read it
I’m on my bed right now, I’m writin this and cryin on my pillow
Hey kid, I thought I could trust you, now I lost you, think I’ll survive?
You know the song by Eminem called “Stan”
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn’t, then Slim saw it on the news, while writin a letter to him?
That’s kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from all this
Now it’s too late - I’m on a downhill slope now, I’m feelin drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy text or a call
I hope you know I ripped ALL of the pictures you drew for me off my wall
I love you kid, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can’t sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can’t sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can’t BREATHE without me

I’d much rather be insane

inspiration is dead

Yes.